You’d think the words come easy – that to write was second nature. You set deadlines, timelines, daily word challenges, look up picture prompts only to make sure the words keep flowing. You’re afraid that if you stop writing, you won’t be able to start again. You’re also afraid that if you keep at it, soon your life, your thoughts, your fears, your dreams will all be on paper to read. Nothing will remain sacred, nothing will remain your own. The tension remains – to do or not to do. It’s an addiction you want to lose to. You look into the eyes of the people who read your words and you see them contemplating how much of what you’ve written is fiction. You are afraid they’ll see you for what you really are. And on other days they take you to be what you’re not.
You’re only the medium for the ink to make sense on the paper. What do you do?
Graciously Yours!
So true for us where characters shaped can be an inkling to the world on whom we are and the fiction of truth. I relate so much to this fabulous piece.
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Yes! I was wondering if others feel the same as me and you have just assured me immensely. Thank you! ❤
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A pleasure AdiC! Your words always resonate with me.
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You dance like no one’s watching, and write like no one’s reading, and then, hope the right eyes find your words. But you never, ever stop. Ever.
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Thank you! I will remember that 🙂 How’re you doing?
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Very well, thank you! I always like seeing your posts.
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Very true and slightly moving too !
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Thank you! 🙂
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This is the most relatable thing ever. All my posts are true to form and I am afraid that my relatives and friends would find it out coz I am terrible at fiction lol.
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Hence, the masquerade when you blog? 😉
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Yessss hahahahaha
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Ah the dilemma of being a writer! How well I know this…indeed my second book begins with just this kind of dilemma 🙂
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How do you tackle it? What is the ideal balance that can be achieved?
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Hmmm when I know the answer you’ll be the first to know…
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